shame in my nail beds
that i’ve watched stars wretch under your fingernails
and watered the weeds in your stare.
the the the ache of your sound
the etched into my womb
every morning after pill has a name.
i baptise them like babies
and i look at the bloody state
in my palms.
ooooooooooooh doctor will i ever consume.
you grip my hand
as once more i unfold.
another iron pill.
you used to be obsessed
with with with with my wire.
but now call me a summer lay.
dry my tears
i am lost over the way you were last active
11 minutes ago
tell me you’d fucking die for me
ttttttttttttttttttttttake your talons
aaaaaaaaaaaaaand latch onto me
your fucking evil
BLEACHING ALL THAT’S GOOD OF ME.
I HAVE BEEN YOUR FOOL.
gggggggggggggggggod where do i go to settle this?
to make it fair?
divorce papers lick their lips
in my dreams.
i had a vision you’d told me
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyou were done with me
bbbbbbecause i had given you my sex.
and because i were some bitch
hanging over your kitchen counter
wired still. going mad.
crippled by the disappearing trick
ooooooooooooof my insides.
oh doctor will i ever consume.
you. you’re the reason i’m miserable.
you’re the reason for the black ink
grilling my underwear 6 days before i ovulate
yyyyyyyyyou. walk over to me as i sleep
the deadline of the new moon
wwwwwwrites another poem nobody sees.
no light, no light.
your fate’s design only leads to my heartache.
what laughable devastation am i
take your needle
and tell me it’s my fault you’re this miserable.